I know a few people (including myself) sometimes wished that my Dad would’ve started drinking again. Well, because he was a sober grump. But, when he drank, he was the life of the party. Bless his heart. I miss my Dad. I can’t believe he’s been gone for as long as he has. The interesting thing is, some people wish I still smoked. Seems that I’m a bit of an ex-smoking grouch. Sorry, My Bad! Anyhow, what really surprised me is panic attacks. I’ve had about a dozen of them since I quit smoking. I guess I’ve got bad nerves? And apparently, smoking calmed me down! So, now I’m searching for newer and healthier ways to keep myself relaxed. If I don’t figure something out, I might have to resort to valium (and I’d rather not do that)! Fingers crossed!